Nov 30, 2010

Deliverance



Stalking in the shadows,

The darkness is moving,

Slowly,

My soul to the other side.


There where nights of living fire

When time would stop,

Perhaps just for a smile,

But beauty lasts just for a while.


Before you know,

The smile is gone

The body rots away

The stars are cast in darkness…


Prey, be patient, your time

Is sure to come

Deliverance by blood…

Beware the deadly bite!

Nov 25, 2010

The mirror




Paint me a picture...

May it reflect a beauty beyond all reason,

Give it a face that would thrill,

And the eyes that can kill...



The body of a goddess, shaped thus to inspire sin,

The voice of an angel, such a shame that pictures cannot speak…

The smile that would comfort the devil,

And the touch that could corrupt the saints, and deliver them to hell…



All of these and even more,

All are made to hide the rotting core…

Unspeakable beauty given to hide,

The absence of a perfect soul…



The picture shall not lie,

The picture would not speak,

The picture is always there,

Hanging and smiling on the same wall.



Unlike beauty, the picture cannot wither and fade

Priceless reminder of another time, another place

The picture contains nothing but the face,

A moment frozen in time, as if a moment could last forever



Abandoned in one’s own mortality,

We turn our eyes towards the past,

Back to the age when all had purpose,

Before the time when beauty lost it’s meaning…



Wake up! Sometimes our dreams are nothing but nightmares… The picture is your mirror.

Perfection?




Perfect boy… perfect toy

Is it wrong to be perfect,

As long as your inner core

Is nothing but twisted?



Wish not for an absolute,

One word label,

Such a heavy burden

Pay not the price for ignorance!



I write and pray, that you,

The one that reads,

Can see beyond the shroud,

That covered your eyes…

Just like a cloud.



The devil hopes tonight

That humanity commits no sin

His mistakes, thus, shall be forgiven,

His eternal banishment, forgotten…



But mankind disappoints,

Night after night and day after day,

The truth that is, the truth that was,

Human kind is born just to betray…



I dare ask you again the same question:

Isn’t it wrong after all,

To strive for a perfect shell,

Forgetting to nourish one’s own soul?



Each living thing builds it’s own hell… taste the irony… enjoy!

Nov 17, 2010

Of Love


Bury my soul in your sin,

Sweet delusion born within,

Nothingness is what spawned you,

In nothingness you drown me...



The mistakes of the past

Return to haunt us,

Harm us, torture us,

To become what we once where...



Impossible dream,

Lay before us the path

To the supreme destiny,

Perfect purpose without meaning...



Touch our clouded minds,

Comfort our tormented spirits,

Abolish the pain of yesterday,

So that tomorrow can bring the new one…

Nov 14, 2010

Serpentine



Serpent, crawl beneath my skin,

A serpent lies inside your womb,

The serpent leads, the woman follows,

The serpent spits, the woman…

Follows


Lay your mind at rest

Your soul, soiled by the serpent

The serpent am I,

The serpent is blind...


Serpentine, thine skin runs cold…

Through the ashes,

The future unfolds,

Darker days lay at my feet…


The master bleeds for the slave,

Twisted reality of a dying god,

The snakes shaped the world

By their image, cold, unfathomed…

Nov 10, 2010

Quiet Room




Mortal wounds and mortal dreams

All they are trapped between the screams

Shadows roaming,

Senses burning

Nightmares moving

All between these walls of hell,

There’s no denial,

A girl was crying,

A shadow passed right through my core,

Demons smiling,

And all the spells where in my head,

Dark was hell,

But I was darker,

As I bound it in my spell,

All the dying gods where kneeling,

Before I made them become nothing…



Colors are bleeding, the worlds are shaking

Screaming, crawling, begging,

That won’t get you nothing

Smile before damnation,

Laugh like never before

Sincere warning: there’s no salvation

And your life will go astray

All regretting just one moment

Madness is a step away

You know the edge, and you adore it,

Let your soul go,

Your body will soon follow…

Nov 6, 2010

Order and Chaos

The immortal’s thoughts displaced our bounded view, …
All things now bore a deeper heavenlier sense;
A clear harmony marked their truth’s outline,
Reset the balance and measures of the world.
Each shape showed its occult design, unveiled
God’s meaning in it for which it was made
And the vivid splendor of his artist thought.

– Sri Aurobindo, Savitri Book VII, Canto V


There is order in chaos,

After all

The nightmares end,

Before the dawn

The angels smile,

Before the fall

All demons are defeated

Before they rise,

You lose your mind,

Before you’re born,

You cannot understand,

Before you live

You are peaceful,

Before you die,

For the final time,

Breathe,

Open your eyes,

Leave them open,

Forever,

Grasp the final ray of light,

Before the darkness,

See my face,

Scream my name,

I will show you the way…



Nov 5, 2010

Order and Chaos - for dummies - part 1


There is order in chaos,

After all

The nightmares end,

Before the dawn

The angels smile,

Before the fall

All demons are defeated

Before they rise,

You lose your mind,

Before you’re born,

You cannot understand,

Before you live

You are peaceful,

Before you die,

For the final time,

Breathe,

Open your eyes,

Leave them open,

Forever,

Grasp the final ray of light,

Before the darkness,

See my face,

Scream my name,

I will show you the way…

Order and Chaos - for dummies - part 2


There is order in chaos,

The nightmares end,

The angels smile,

All demons are defeated

You lose your mind,

You cannot understand,

You are peaceful,

For the final time,

Open your eyes,

Leave them open,

Grasp the final ray of light,

See my face,

I will show you the way…

Order and Chaos - for dummies - part 3


After all,

Before the dawn,

Before the fall,

Before they rise,

Before you’re born,

Before you live,

Before you die,

Breathe,

Open your eyes,

Forever,

Before the darkness,

Scream my name,

I will show you the way

Order and Chaos - for dummies - part 4



I will show you the way...
See my face,
Grasp the final ray of light,
Open your eyes,
Leave them open,
For the final time,
You are peaceful,
You cannot understand,
You lose your mind,
All demons are defeated,
The angels smile,
The nightmares end,
There is order in chaos...

Order and Chaos - for dummies - part 5


I will show you the way,
Scream my name
Before the darkness,
Forever,
Open your eyes,
Breathe,
Before you die,
Before you live,
Before you're born,
Before they rise,
Before the fall,
Before the dawn,
After all,
I will show you the way...

Order and Chaos - for dummies - part 6



I will show you the way...
Scream my name,
See my face,
Before the darkness,
Grasp the final ray of light,
Forever,
Open your eyes,
Leave them open,
Breathe,
For the final time,
Before you die,
You are peaceful,
Before you live,
You cannot understand,
Before you're born,
You lose your mind,
Before they rise,
All demons are defeated,
Before the fall
The angels smile,
Before the dawn,
The nightmares end,
After all,
There is order in chaos...

Desecration


The darkest eyes

Not darker than my own,

Gateways to abyss

That stared at me,

Made twisted promises of bliss


Beauty was just a lie,

Dead white skin,

Stretched over darkness,

The touch of it…

Made an angel fall from heaven


The lips that whispered,

Sealed into nothingness

Cold promises of forever,

The nectar that flown from them,

Made the venom seem so much more bitter


A body filled with all that lust,

One kiss could summon demons,

Legions where at my command

But not of hell, the hungry touch

Made the demons rise from deep within


Purity thus hanged,

On a silver plate,

Delivered unto sinners,

The taste of it…

Made my very essence shiver


The eyes that stare,

The skin that yearns,

The lips that speak,

The hands that touch

The body that hungers,

The soul that fears,

They are all just lies,

That madness delivers…

At last my final desecration is complete…

The demons inside are relentless, anticipating the pain they are about to inflict, for a second they stood still and there was peace. Hallowed pictures lie now covered by the dust and all the ashes of hell, putrid words roll out from my mouth and yet their taste seems sweet, and all that was sacred once makes me lust for blessed decadence.

My world is perfectly deformed, and in the midst of it all, there is no right or wrong, no up or down, no light and no darkness.

There is but pleasure…