Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
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Jan 27, 2020

Accursed Lover




"Ah, the eternal refrain of humanity. Pleading ignorance, begging for mercy. "Please, help me. I don't understand." This is the life you chose, Joseph. All the people you hurt, all the appetites you indulged. You have destroyed your own innocence, allowed your flesh to consume your spirit. You are your own king, and this is the Hell you have created for yourself.”

Hellraiser V: Inferno








The sun has set; the sun has died
My eyes are blindly looking for a light
The world I live in, became darker
My hope is lost, along with the light

Chained within the darkness,
In a world this dark and cold,
My only salvation in the hands of another,
That I’ve forsaken so long ago…

Alone I break my soul against the walls that I’ve built,
Waiting for a day… my bones won’t break, my skin won’t bleed
But how could a day still come when my sun is dead and gone?
The irony does not escape me: the architect of this hell I am…

Here, at the edge of everything, I gaze into the abyss,
The abyss avoids looking back at me; it cannot stand what it will see
The perfect vessel of despair, and the supreme container of
That which might kill a man, a saint an angel and a god

The ever-devouring mix of love, hate, rage and despair
An ocean of each, I would say
That only a drop is enough to destroy a world
I curse, I hate, I love therefore I remain…

               Your accursed lover

Jul 23, 2010

Round and round

Round and round,

Spin the wheel,

Change your fortune,

Round and round,

The barrel’s spinning…

Lost and found,

The bullets, waiting,

To swiftly crawl under your chin,

Your only friends,

A final smile,

That would last forever…

The end seams easy,

And all the screams inside your head

Seem to fade away…

With a final bang,

At peace at last,

And all your pieces,

Spread on the floor,

The worms shall feast,

Upon your carcass,

And they shall live,

Inside the place,

Your spirit died

Before you pulled the trigger,

Born, then tortured,

Wise, but fooled,

Fed with love, but mutilated,

Enslaved, then murdered.