Aburi de vara

Toamna sangereaza tacuta

Unde soarele stralucea odata,

Lacrimi, ce curg parca aprinse,

De stralucirea de odinioara…

Amortirea de ieri a disparut,

Parca ursuza,

Printre vapori de alcool si fum

Usor ma scufund…

Prea plin de frig si vant,

Desertul din mine inghite

Ultimele oaze ale pacii

Si zadarnica speranta…

Timpul ce trece si timpul ce vine,

Au gandul marsav de a ucide

Clipa ce a fost si clipa ce nu vine,

In adierea rece a vantului de toamna…

Spulberatele vise se zbat neputincioase

In balta de sange, vlaguite parca,

De nesfarsita cadere in abis,

De la extaz la agonie…

Waste not, haunt not...

The ghost of future death

Haunting all beloved moments

A cursed reminder everyday,

Damnation bleeding through…

Each kiss

Eternal…constantly growing,

My flesh reeking of flames to come,

Silently screaming for absolution,

The faint light, too far gone…

No salvation

Prayers rising, prayers dying,

Pure as the blood that fuels sin,

Dark, just like the martyr’s hymn,

Prayers born, prayers forgotten

Wasted tears

I reckon that all meaning will be gone,
And all my thoughts just won’t belong,

My head I’ll lay upon my altar,

Between my own monuments…

…Of Death and Forgetfulness

Round and round

Round and round,

Spin the wheel,

Change your fortune,

Round and round,

The barrel’s spinning…

Lost and found,

The bullets, waiting,

To swiftly crawl under your chin,

Your only friends,

A final smile,

That would last forever…

The end seams easy,

And all the screams inside your head

Seem to fade away…

With a final bang,

At peace at last,

And all your pieces,

Spread on the floor,

The worms shall feast,

Upon your carcass,

And they shall live,

Inside the place,

Your spirit died

Before you pulled the trigger,

Born, then tortured,

Wise, but fooled,

Fed with love, but mutilated,

Enslaved, then murdered.

The length of a second...

Flames are burning,

Thoughts are sinking,

Promises of a better

…tomorrow will die…

Motionless icons

Frozen in some past,

My soul torn

…By the fabric of life.

A constant battle of two,

Two choices,

Two beasts,

Two chains,

Too far gone,

Buried in a moment,

Hell is just a second

…that will never end…

dISTURBED

To tear out your face

To hide all pain away

Dark thoughts emerging

Escape from the beast

Clawing it’s way out

...inside you

Somewhere within there’s light

Preserved by my peace of mind

But the clouds cover all blue skies

And all fears creep up behind you

To dance away your madness

And drown deeper in all darkness

Forget me not

For all I am

Is barely a dream

Barely whispering

Burning each day

Just watching children play

The name of the wicked

Tears the night apart

And all the dreams

And all the screams

Appear to be real

Even for a moment

That can only last forever

A simple touch of her skin

And is wish to drown in sin

Carve the starlight in all dreams

Seek not redemption

But blessed drunkenness

And all that silence

And all that bliss

Found only in One’s embrace

Legile nimicului

Reguli ce nu se aplica nimanui

Cu toate acestea le imbratisam

Si respectam nimicul,

Iar dupa el ne ghidam viata,

Pentru ca cei multi asa spun

In nimicnicia clipei

Alegem autodistrugerea

Doar pentru a fi la fel

Pentru a nu fi incadrati

In prejudecati molipsitoare

De stalpul infamiei

Se tem doar chipurile din multime…

In frica de necunoscut,

Abandonati in necunoastere,

Pretul lor, al unui graunte de nisip,

Mai prejos mereu,

Decat al frunzei ce cade

In adierea trista a vantului din septembrie,

Caci in caderea ei anunta un sfarsit,

Urmat de un alt inceput,

Ciclul naturii, al vietii si mortii,

Picteaza viitorul si trecutul laolalta,

Estetica ei, asemeni oricarui eveniment marunt,

De nepretuit…